Sometimes I wish I could just understand life. The craziest things always happen to me. Maybe crazy things just happen to everyone. I don’t know. I just feel like I never really know where my life is headed. Every time I think I’ve figured it out something drastic changes.  Frustrating?! Extremely. Maybe I should in fact just surrender my will to the Lord and stop trying to plan out my life and just let it happen…. Sounds easy huh? Yeah, for someone who plans like me… not so much.